Archive for June, 2007

We could be…

Saturday, June 23rd, 2007

-Jhel- (May 22, 2007@01.03am - Monday)

Alone in the night or even in the day
Got nothing to do and nowhere to go
It’s like rainy days in summer
That makes my life so numb

I don’t know why
Why these things meant to happen
And I also don’t know how
How to mingle myself in this cruel world

Pain inside are already vanished
Yet the scars are still there
This made me weak inside
And bent my knees to cry

I don’t know how
How to find myself again that once lost
Because of this abstract thing
That makes my life miserable

And now I found my light
My light & shinning armor in the dark
Who guides me through my way
And help me find myself again

A midst of solitude
I already found someone
Who can fill the emptiness of my life
And leads me through the end of time

He’s the only one
The one whom I cared for
The one whom I trusted
And the only one whom I always loved

I thought I would never be in love again
Coz of the bad things happened from the past
But now, I’m falling in love again in silence
To the land of hopes and fantasias

But how can I make this for real
That the prince of this key to my heart
Don’t even know what he truly feels
And how to read the language of love in silence

I don’t know why I’m falling in love with you
And I’m aware that you had someone
But I’d rather hide my feelings for you
Rather than to break a sacred rope

I want you to be my partner forever
And grows old together with you
And I think I’m falling in love again
But I don’t know if you feel the same way like I do

How I wish upon a star
That we could be together
And be my angel in disguise
Maybe only in my dreams
But I do hope we could be…

unrevealed love..

Saturday, June 23rd, 2007

-Jhel (may 25, 2007; 1:15am-friday)

A midst of silence

I always think of you

Thinking of perfect songs

Or poems to write just for you

I don’t know why

Why you’re always in my mind

Every minute, every second

And every hour of the day

I can’t possibly realize

Of falling in love with you

And I can’t explain

Of what I’m feeling for you

I don’t know how

How these things happened

And I don’t know what

What might happen next?

What took it so long?

Before I realize that I love you

I just can’t understand why

Why I’m falling for you now

So many questions in my head

But no one had an answer

Even a single word or phrases

Just to clear all my consciousness

O God please pardon me

Give me all the reasons why

Why these things meant to happen?

What is with him that makes me fall?

I can’t get him out in my mind

Like a traveler in my head

He’s the only one

The one whom I love

He helped me open my eyes

Just to see the reality

And helped me find myself again

Just to start a new beginning

How I wish you would hear me plead

And give me another chance

To hear your words of wisdom

And let me fill with your love…