my real th0ughts..
to all people 0ut there.. sa tanang mga batan-0n, tiguwang specifically sa mga chismax.. there’s s0mething that i just needed t0 clarify.. it’s a very sensitive matter which can give me a reas0n t0 bury y0u t0 death!
why are s0me pe0ple are s0 caught up in kn0wing 0thers’ life.?! why they’re s0 very interesting b0ut that matter.?! are they the type 0f pers0n wh0 has lots 0f insecurities.?! they want t0 tackle every detail 0f 0ne’s individual and then spread it t0 the public just like a rep0rter in a televisi0n. can’t they just mind with their 0wn business and d0 what’s right f0r them.?! wew` lots 0f pe0ple are like that.. but my last questi0n is that; what’s their p0int 0f d0in s0.?! are that s0 imp0rtant f0r them t0 kn0w.?! c0uld that issue can make them as 0ne 0f the milli0naire pe0ple in this w0rld.?! hahaha.. lol.. i guess pe0ple like that are s0 insecure 0f 0ther pe0ple lives.. they can’t be just like that fab pers0n they’re trying t0 erase in this world!
0n the c0ntrary, hating us w0n’t make y0u beautiful!! you can’t make us d0wn just like that. why y0u want us t0 be 0ut 0f n0where.?! just because we are b0rn beautiful.?! huh.?! o c’m0n.. y0u can’t blame us if we are b0rn like this and m0re than y0urself.. it’s God’s gift f0r us because we are s0 satisfied 0f 0ur l0oks and the things we 0wned. not like you don’t know how to accept the fact that y0u are like that.. d0n’t kn0w h0w t0 thank all the gifts y0u have receive everyday! are y0u n0t ashamed 0f what y0u’re d0in right n0w.?! "bagaa pud nimu ug nawng w0e.." i’m n0t p0inting 0nly in 0ne pers0n but i’m p0inting f0r th0se pers0n just like y0u are.. why can’t y0u just mind your 0wn business and have peace 0f mind.?! and why y0u’re always making tr0uble with us.?! saman labot nimu kung ingon ani mi gipa kataw.. have a world in your own woe.. yaw mi labara sa imu pagka insecure.. eeeww.. SHAME 0N Y0U! d ka dapa t mag ingon ana w0e.. plastic! hahahaa.. and we really hate plastics! lol..
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just read the message.. it’s f0r my loneliness.. d real 0ne.. but that new loneliness i’m talking in that message is the "s0meb0dy" i’m talking b0ut earlier.. get it.?!
0n the other hand, yea i admit that i’m s0 unfair.. i didn’t give enough reason t0 supp0rt all the things i’ve done.. i dunno why i’ve decided t0 end this stuff but i dunno how, h0w t0 mingle this kind 0f tribulati0n i had.. even i myself d0n’t understand whats really happening in my life.. all i ever wanted is freed0m.. i want t0 be free.. free than a butterfly! and n0w i already get what i want!.. well, i thanked God f0r that, but all i ever wanted t0 clarify is that, "i’m n0t d0ing this just because 0f s0meb0dy that will replace his place.." i d0n’t want t0 play f0olish games they played and i d0n’t want t0 use s0meb0dy just f0r my 0wn happiness.. d k0 ing0n ana ka babaw ug ut0k preha niny0!! i’ve made my mind t0 br0ke-up with my f0rmer partner just because 0f s0me s0rt 0f reas0ns and n0t linked with 0ther parties.. i d0n’t want t0 be stuck in a realtionship that i can’t d0 what i want! and i d0n’t wanna be a martyr.. this is my 0wn life and i d0n’t need n0 0ne t0 c0ntr0l it aside me! ~yea its natural nah imu k0 c0ntr0ll0n in s0me 0ther aspects but y0u can’t f0rce a pers0n t0 d0 this 0r t0 d0 that.. maybe y0u just d0n’t trust me.. am i right.?! and i think this is 0ne am0ng reas0ns i had if why my feelings f0r d0n’t gr0w.. y0u already tied me s0 tight that i can’t n0rmally breathe.. it’s just like hell 0f bein with s0meb0dy which i can’t sh0w the real ME.. i want the real me t0 be sh0wn.. as what i have said earlier, we hate plastics! s0 better just like this than being tied in my neck f0rever.. hehehe.. and i don’t wanna be wrapped with loneliness.. that’s why i’ve made my mistakes right.. all my mistakes! ’cause i want t0 start all 0ver again.. s0mething new f0r me and something fresh t0 the public!
s0 i repeat, "I DIDN’T BR0KE-UP WITH HIM JUST BECAUSE 0F ‘S0MEB0DY’ WH0 IS JUST LIKE MY L0NELINESS.. I’M PRETTY MUCH SURE, THAT ‘S0MEB0DY’ CAN NEVER BE MY LONELINESS, AND MY LONELINESS CAN NEVER BE THAT ‘S0MEB0DY’.. IF I MAY ACCEPT THAT ‘S0MEB0DY’ AS PART IN MY LIFE THEN, I WILL LOVE HIM AS HIM N0T AS S0ME0NE ELSE!!"
sabot.?! kinsa ang ala kasab0t e esa ang ilork!.. hhehee..
sa tanang mga himantay0n.. chism0sa ug uban pang mga 0k² sa kalibutan!! kanang undangi nah nah iny0 mga bisy0 w0e.. nagcge lng m0 tama dha.. ala m0 mga kwenta nah pagka taw.. nagcge lng mo ug panghilabot sa laing mga kinabuhi.. lupad m0 r0n! hahhaha..
t0 be c0ntinued…
